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Thursday, May 20, 2010

It's nearly 7 years since I put behind what had happened to me. I learnt to climb the hard way back into this world and love the life I have... But yesterday I had a news that made me crumbling back into dispair and made me thought a lot.

If there is such thing as god in this world, I would really want to kneel down and pray and ask why is he so unfair? I have lost so many and yet he wants me to lose more... If there is really a god in this world, I will say I have lost faith in him.

Learning to grow up fast at the age of 17. My friends are enjoying their time and playing around, but me? I had many things to care for and learn to think like an adult. I cannot live the carefree life of a 17 year old. I had something that was worst then any other 17 year olds that could think of. It was the lowest point of my life.

Now, I'm back to the same point and I feel worst then ever. I hate the wait. I want to know it fast and to put my mind at ease. I don't want to think of the worst. I want to have a future.