jeez... exams is around the corner and yet im still playing game... omg!!! how am i going to pass??? finally the science paper is over... now i m more worried about maths and electrical principles.... im starting to wonder... why did i get into this course??? although i like science in the past but now... im starting to hate it more... getting more n more lazy.... i must be hardworking... hrm... last time i even always top the class in science... now... i failed maths!!!! why???? i always tell myself i must work hard and yet i nv do it... i think i must prove to those who look down on me that i cant do well... someone has been looking down on my studies since i had failed sec 1 once... im unable to say the name out as this is a public blog.... what if the person found out??? i have nv got a tuition teacher since sec2 then i proved tat person i cant pass my N n O levels myself... now i need to prove to tat person that i can pass my poly as well...
well sometimes i remember of the past it makes me feel sad... sometimes i think why must i be the one going thru all these??? well.... sometimes i wonder... should i share it with others??? or should i keep quiet??? well i have really learnt a lot of things thru these experiences.... mayb 1 day i have the courage to share with u guys about the past with my mother...... well for wad i can say now... i still live with regrets.....
